damn feeing

一瞬間...都通了
我錯了
真蠢

Essay

上個禮拜我寫的essay, 老師今天唸出來, 老師說雖然分數不是最高的, 但是很有意思.

One day, when i am ninety years old, maybe i will be the oldest guy in my family. All of my relatives will care for me everyday because they will be affraid that one day i will not wake up in the morning.
When my grandsons see me, they will cry because the wrinkles will be everywhere on my face. I will look like a wax man next to a fire. They will not be able to see my eyes because my eyes will be deep and dark, like holes which seem full of experiences and life skills, but can not be revealed.
My son and daughter will see me , they will shed their tears. The tears are as beautiful as pearls because there are love and care in the tears. They will ask me ''How do u feel today?'' i will repond ''i feel good, but my knees are painful. i think it is OK because i am already accustomed the pain.'' They will feel so sad when i tell them i am used to the pain all over my body.
Ninety is a huge number in age, although we can count one to a hundred out loud in about five minutes. But in age, ninety means a life. Facing all of the problems in life, and ultimately the last problem to face is death.

超有成就感!!!!

還有一件事情...今天下午的音樂...我不小心把中提琴 中間的 bridge給摔斷了XD

小孩子

他們超可愛的
一個是舍監的兒子
另外一個是HEALTH老師的女兒
美國小孩子都超可愛的
時間過的好快喔...來美國已經過了兩個禮拜了
一直在朝認真唸書這方面努力
但是功課好多...考試也好多...
托福!托福!

呼~

發現我拿了兩節英文課有點out of control了
明天有一堆考試 一堆單字又背...
頭快爆炸了...現在好晚了...不知道唸不唸的完阿...

下午在唸托福的東西...
結果晚上才發現學校的東西超級無敵多要弄的...早知道下午就開始弄了...
一個頭兩個大啦= =...

911

今天是美國的911
六年前的今天 飛機撞大廈
去年來的時候還沒什麼感覺 可能什麼都還不懂
但是今年就很有感覺了
911對他們美國人來說 有很重大的意義
比我想像中的還重要很多
再看影片的時候
他們的表情...好像已經在心裡流淚了

心都靜不下來 一直很浮躁 書都唸不好
有了時間 卻不知道怎麼用了...

不過好險這裡的天氣很好 大太陽 雖然很熱..

黃昏

今天的天空好漂亮
也許這是唯一我喜歡呆在這裡的原因...
心情跟著天氣走

書阿書阿...
好想念...但是又有點懶
我感覺的到壓力...但是又做不到

一堆的俄羅斯人和台灣人...
跟去年的韓國人有得比了

每天吃飯睡覺發呆...
...咳...我需要一顆定心丸